helpthinmeout @ 2007-04-07T09:57:00

2007-04-07T16:06:04Z

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 {~}Self Injury and Eating Disorder form{~} both at one time, now just on the verge of one again
1. Name: Annie
2. Age: 29
3. Location: Utah
4. Gender: Female
5. Height: 5'7
6. Current Weight: 187
7. Highest weight: 411
8. Lowest weight: 135
9. BMI:
10. Short term goal (& put date): 160
11. Long term goal (& put date): 125
12. What Eating Disorder do you have? bulimia
13. How long have you had it? off an on for years. Lat time i purged was 3 months ago
14. Do people catch on that you have one? they use to but since my operation i hide it pretty well
15. Have you been diagnosed/do you self-diagnose? been diagnosed
16. What is your favorite bone? hip bone although i can't see it hardly
17. Who/what is your 'thinspiration'? i so desperately want to be thin. The thinner the better. i feel in control of my life and feel like i accomplished something no one else can when i'm thin. i love the comments and event he attention but i HATE people telling me to eat.
18. Have you ever been treated for your eating disorder? no
19. Form of Self Injury: i have scars all over my wrists that i try to hide. I haven't self harmed in 3 years.
20. When was your first time? What did you use? cigarette burned myself
21. Why do you Self Injure? it was cuase i was frustrated with m weight and my life and if i don't get thin again I'm afraid i'll go back to it
22. Where do you most often Self Injure? my stomache with a razor blade and then my wrists...bad scars
23. What do you use? razor blade and cigarettes but not anymore I hope never again
24. Do you hide it? I wear a big watch to hide it and long sleeve shirts
25. Anyone know? hopsital and doctors and a neighbor
26. What are you hoping to get out of this community? hnestly I want to get thin again and I want to help those out there with there desperate feelings when they want to self harm. It is very painful and was a horrible time in my life. I'm not immune to going back to that time. I just want to help as well as get help. I know how to keep secrets and I understand how dsperate we all want to be accepted. I have been there and am still there with my obsession with thinness.
27. Do you sing in the shower?
28. Please post at least ONE (1) picture of yourself:
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My first long fast ever

2007-04-07T15:02:04Z

I never knew a community like this existed. I was reading through my English text book and i came upon an article that talked about "Fasting girls" I was really interested since I have struggled with my weight for years.
Does Anyone have any tips on losing weight fast? I need some MOTIVATION and some helpful tips on dealing with the hunger pangs of Fasting. Where would i get green tea and what amount of calories should I take in when I fast? How much can I lose in a couple of weeks? Thanks and I admire all of u out there who can successfully fast and lose weight quickly. I know we are not all perfect but you really are strong when u can fast even for a couple of days. This will be my first long fast ever. I have to go study now but if anyone has any tips I would appreciate it...